My wrist, my heart, cut, sliced up with razor blades.
My eyes filled with hatred, blood seeping from her gut.
I've been trying to not let these feelings fade.
These lacerations offer constant thrill.
I have become what I despise.
I have become what I can't stand.
I have become the fucking savior of the damned.
I have become, I have become.
My minds a fucking mess. Knife to her God damn throat.
I'll carve a smile and.. She looks so beautiful.
Look into these bloodshot eyes remember how I used to be.
Inside of my mind, inside of my heart.
I have become what I've always told myself I'd never be.
Inside of my mind I have died. I have died.
These thoughts never fade. My conscience screams at me.
It's only make believe, it's not reality.
I'm doing what I swore I would never do.
This hell is pushing through, my mind is full of you.
My conscience bleeds.
released August 8, 2013
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